Monday, December 14, 2015

Fur Real

(Photos By: Oye Diran)

Coat: Zara/ Fur Shawl: Zara/ Turtleneck: Asos/ Skirt: Zara/ Leopard Bag: Zara/ 
Necklace: Ebay/ Heels:  Zara
As the year is coming to an end, I've just taken the last few days to reflect on all the accomplishments and downfalls that came upon my life this year thus far. This has not been an easy year for me, I won't lie. But I know my God is a miracle working God, so I know my storm is over. This year has opened my eyes to doing more self-evaluations and just learning more about my self-worth. I've done alot of self cleansing, and have yet to finish. I am trying to make alot of changes in my life, such as doing a friendship cleanse, and a body cleanse as well. I refuse to carry any dead weight along and gained body weight with me into this new year.

I feel it is healthy for eveyone to always do this at least once or twice a year, just to do some life evaluations. I also just started this new fit 21-day challenge. It is powered by a popular fit-spiration guru on instagram called BrittneBabe. I have definitely gained a few, ok more like ALOT of pounds these last few months. I wouldn't say its due to stress, but it definitely was a huge factor, I feels so. I was on seafood diet indeed. Everything I saw, I ate. But I decided to take on this challenge, not only for a newer and healthier me, but also because NONE of my jeans or pants fit anymore, except my boyfriend jeans! I refuse to waste unecessary money on clothes anymore, because I have TOO much now, it's ridiculous. So I knew it was time for a change. 

I noticed lately in all my photos, I  always look angry. Although, I am not angry while shooting, I feel I just think and worry too much, and its beginning to show in my photos. But I've told myself to stop worrying, because God is in control. So no more frowns. It will be nothing but smiles from now on. I know this post is all over the place, but I hope you all feel where I am coming from.

I just want to say a BIG thank you to all who view my blog, for sticking with me this long. You guys ROCK!
Christmas is coming up, so stay tuned for a giveaway coming up, if not this week, but next week on the blog and my Instagram (Maryam_Adebisi). Have an Amazing Monday folks. Stay Blessed!
Maryam xx


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